Monday, October 31, 2011

My World Begins When.........

Its irritating, frustrating  to keep waiting  anxiously  for these 3months to get over like a soft breeze rather than a storm !
I cant go for a walk without people staring at me critically " man, she has time for those stuff?!" , cant watch a movie without feeling " girl you should have guts " , cant listen to music in my bed time without thinking of next morning's schedule!

Everyone i meet either has the same feelings  so i have stopped mourning too,or people who just tell me "Oh! you are finally in finals huh? so how is it  going ?! " i have stopped replying them that its not fine !!!

I have no hope of getting over with my medical life but when this 3 months is over fruitfully i promise that i will stop complaining about everything !!!!!!!!


.................................................. when i am done with the miserably haunting 3 months and never turn back !!!

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Recipe that landed in my RooM ####

Since our college declared holiday comes Once In Blue Moon ! All my friends seem to be busy cooking(mostly experimenting cooking !!! ha ha ! ) And eventually every Item is tested on me !!!!!!! Those times i cant say "No" to my friends one because they get really really irritated when i say "sorry,i am on this diet thing  " !! :O   >.< and second because i love FoooooD !!!!!! Its almost always impossible for me  to say ~no~ :) :P ;) Yesterday, it was banana pie dipped in sugar syrup ! Its always a yummy dish that my classmate makes!!!!! And she saves two or three for me but later i steal away three or four which will, obviously,be stored for her bhais' and Behans' (brothers and sisters) !! Today was chocolate cake with chocolate sauce and mayonnaise (mayonnaise was my add~on recipe ) !!!  Actually from the day i started my No carb diet, everything is very attractive ! All i get to eat is corn,scrambled egg heated with mayonnaise ( its nice though not awesome<rolling eyes>  :-/ )  When my food time <DING>s  I sit and think of what to cook !!!!!at the end, Its pretty tiring to finally decide on what to have !
So its relieving to receive good food that knocks on my door !!!!!!!! Leastwise something good comes out of these lame holidays !!!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Not My Diwali !

Every Diwali had a memory ! except this one !!!! ugggghhhhhhhhhh !!!!! 
I hate it this time, its so lame !!!! The fact this time its utterly boring is because every year i had like tons and buckets of sweets and other mirchi dishes! either home~made or shop~made!!!!!!!! This time i am in no carb diet so you can guess how much it piss me off !!!
At home , we stopped bursting crackers when we moved to London for few years.........one of two reason was you have to go to a park to burst 'em and of-course it was too costly to get 'em !!!!!! 
Before that it was Gala Gala time at home, at my colony ,all over Madras!!!!!!!! My colony people burst crackers Non~stop from morning 4'o'clock !!!!! They even take turns to burst them so that all the oldies get irritated with us !!!!!!!!!!!
My best deepavali was when we all went to my dad's birth place !!!!!! Its always wonderland when its with your family !!!! Heaven !!! There were a-lot of food, sweets , MURRUKU(its a jilebi with mirchi) its awesome !!!(you should try it) !!!!!! and so many cousin kids who were all so brave  and they were trying to scare me off !!!!!!(like they can !!!)
Next best one, when i was in higher sec, Chennai (yeah ! Madras was renamed by then !!!! LOL!!!!! ) Though only special food at home , i woke up early wore superb dress and went to my friends house by house !!!!! I had my red scooty which we named him RED-DY !!! i was more much with him , even more than i attended school !!!!!!!!!  went street by street with him and scared every local bus that came behind us(even my bestie had the same one and we were partners~in~crime ) !!!!!!!! 

Even after i came to a country(my current hell) that has strict NO CRACKERS RULE (of-course they have rockets that are imported illegally ) Till MY Sister was here she made it sweet for me !!! we used to get candles , get those stupid rockets which never goes above my head !!!!! took lots n loads of photos , made some sweet dishes(she mostly gives it away like charity even if i don't eat it first ). It was all nice !!!!




This time, I am like the laziest BUM on earth ------------On Diwali , festival of lights my room tube light flickers!!!!!

Not my work, stolen from a senior who lit candles in front of my room (thanx to her !!)

Friday, October 21, 2011

9 School$ "N" I am still alive ! 1 college I Dread everyday !

Yeah ! that's right ! I have suffered through 9 different schools !!!! From my KINDER~GARDEN to my HIGHER SECONDARY i had to shift every 2 years school to school ! And to add to that misery it was most often boarding school !!!!! It became a routine in my life that now If i don't foresight a change , its little suffocating !!! Every 2 year skates on ice ! 1st year I observe, find friends -----> 2Nd year I Chatter Non~ stop  making people say " We thought you were Speech-challenged 1st time we saw you " At the end of the 2Nd year i bid Adios !!!!!! 
I have managed to keep up my contacts since i learnt the value of friendship !!!Handful of friends and hell a lot of enemies!!!! doesn't matter !! school always ended happily !!!!
when do i get this "cap"??
College S*#*# big time if you are not where you belong !!!! 
I remember my best friend's words "if we don't stick to where we belong, we have to beg our way out "
That is so true !!!!!! Some people think they are grown enough to boss around but what they don't understand is they still look like the class leader of a kinder garden class {writing names of the ones talking in class when "Miss" you were not there !!!} I have to tolerate so many people like this !!!!!! Of-course ! many people were there and helped me cross this en-dearing path !!!!!! Only 5 months to take a giant leap ! I am dreading every day , move away from all possible bubbles(troubles) because you bark at a dog or the dog barks at you ! you are still the mad person wearing the wrong color !!!! 
When i am done with this, i don't want to regret anything !!!!!! Because world is so small , one day you have to bump at anyone of your enemies ! and you cant say " oh! you little scum bag ! you dint give me water in college !!!!! " Instead I prefer to smile and bump them hard !!!!!! After all life is short when will you get another chance !!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 20, 2011

My Beautiful DrEaM ! ~~!

I just feel like , i woke up from a very Sweet Beautiful Dream ! Every Second spent right ! Every minute  smiled loud ! Every Hour skated fast ! Every Day counted ! 


Sometimes the most amazing feeling is wordless to express ! 




I must say, when everything goes perfect in our eyes God takes a commercial break !!!!!  
Now get back on stage along with everyone to put on the make~up and start the play !!!! I have to corner my smile with these wonderful moments captured , sob for few days and start with my work to get back Home ! 

Monday, October 10, 2011

XaM FeAr ? FeVeR ? WAATZZ TAATTT????

OMG! I am 11hours away from my last one before internals and still i got no fever , nausea , palpitation , anxiety , etc., etc.,  anything !
I have wasted my time  by watching movie , playing , listening to all the shoutings and blaming by the very patient-full !!!!!!!! (that's a sarcasm of-course ! ) GUY next to me !!!!!! from morning !
I just left my room to get onions and i am shocked of my guilty conscience  that is actually not very active right now !!!!! B'coz everyone is really studying studying and studying without lifting their heads up  !!!! :-/
Its these little times i get motivational quotes like "don't just do things just coz everyone is doing" !!!!!!
I am bored , tired and what not !
 Its not the time to ask God for help ! you know and i know !!!!