Yet again another one???!

Why this many tattoos?????

Because its painful !

Yeah tattoos are really painful....FYI

And who actually told you.. a doctor is not supposed to have tattoos??

Anyway....

I had my first tattoo 6years back...

Just to hide my scars ... it took me a while to realise its not the scar but the love i wanted to express...

Its an introvert thing about expressing thing....

Once my mother said “unless its the great alexander’s funeral showcase, it doesnt matter who comes to your death”

Alexander is the great king who conquered the world and materials that no one could ever own. He finally realised,its all going to be taken away,in his death bed. He had just three wishes ....

All of those you could find it in google....

What i learnt .... is  .... 

The doctor you are , 

The princess that you are ...

Death is inevitable ....

Take what you can....

Just what you can....

Not anything more .... anything less 

You lived a life time....

With soo much memories 

So much love 

So much scar 

Bury it with dignity 

With everything you love ....

If you think tattoo kills you....

Love kills you even faster ....

Well ofcourse much worser evil kills you very soon....

But 

I live and i live with all the love i want to share...

Im happy for this life ... and everyone i have ever loved ....even after every hurt 

Because love is always there ... never fades .....

I die ... die with everyone i loved .... 

No regrets 

Sussh

Ineffable emotions...

Let your hair down...

The breeze wrapping you in its warmth

Tiny sleazy drops... drop by drop...

Down the soft skin

I could cry a river 

And no one would ever know...

But the warm blanket wrapping me like a wall....

Let your hair down....

There will be a wind ...

To swipe your feet of the floor

Makes you fly like there is no limit....

You smile and then cry ...

And thats the difference happiness brings...

Let your guard down

For there are no emotions like yours 

To break the wall built around you...

Sussh

The long drive that took turns...

Not as great as you would imagine 

Opening up your heart....

That, at some particular age ...

You eventually do it with someone  you meet and fall over....

but opening up your mind ...

Happens very very rare....

Because all the devil in your soul stops you right there....

It just takes one long drive and a better companion ....

Calm quiet and you try to realise how a clutch together with break, works ....

All the way back and forth you keep talking ..... 

talking for seven hours straight ....

Nothing but religion , your identity, every damn little thing that haunts you....

Haunts your identity....

Haunting what you are....

If you just would ever think about it every now and then .....

You would still be not searching for answers....

You are who you are ....

Stop the search ....

Move on ..... just then would you be right where you want to be....

No, 

not by changing yourself.....

Nothing defines who you are....

So.... 

coming back to my long drive....

Driving is my passion....

But how have i not tried this kind of drive ....

I have the answers....

Your passion motivates you ! TRUE THAT! 

But your company enhances it ! 

Deny that! ???

All the answers are right within you..

Stop searching 

Move on...

Just make the questions right! 

Sussh

The bond between satan and I

Oh seriously! Satan ! If thats the word!

Satans disguise .....

And to prove it unethical....

We are long way from,Before Christ.....

Not religious enough to talk it through .....

But in today's world.....

To prove right or wrong.....

The only example of "The Difference" is....

If you are on the other side of the road driving.....

Kid, you get no compensation.....

So suck it up..... its wrong ....

See kids .... 

there are moments you are so angry at your choices.....

But when your day comes....

You would realise ...

And, At that moment,you are not angry anymore with your satan and the choices you make....

You would see who is meant to be....

You might think your only choice is to swallow your anger .....

And float it up their faces.....

There is another option....

You could just 

LET IT GO......

And only when you do it ....

It will be gone and you could move forward...

That kids....

Would be an end ......

An end to all disguise you swallow... to realise.....

Satans are disguisable......

Either pray or be prey...

Sussh