It may take long ! Bt im gonna fake it anyway

I can feel how my darling ayshu felt when I got married !
Not so different our wedding was !
Same register office ! But different agent !
My agent gave too much off effect to get us all scared !
Hers was a cool office ! It was like getting your convocation certificate !!!!
So similar ! Yet so different !
We had too much problems !
We made to get our asses out to forget them !
Yet so different problems !
I seem to not get over it ! Over the fact that our life has grown apart ! Of course we are gonna talk ! Thanks to WhatsApp and soo many apps !
We are gonna meet !
But its like an end to an era ! .....

No one can be like us !
We just strike ! Just like that !
Whoever calls out ! That's a date !
I can never have that feel with my husband !
Coz that's how friendship is !
More than anything you can imagine

For people outside the box always feels , argghhhh ! Its like too much !
But to just go get a parcel n hide in the terrace and eat
To make a date for just put on make up and sleep
To ride in 2 scooty and drive in the parrelel lane in front of a bus
To just drive and listen to songs

I miss my DJ
I miss my everything of my better half !
But its all for better ! ? Everything in gods eyes has a reason !
So I'm just going to be back to normal ! How much ever it takes to fake all of it !

How much I wish it to be  different of the different
Sussh

When you cant cry

Shu is our signature ! Bae is our poop word ! Baby ma is our recent discovery !!!

No people ! Friend is not about how many years ...
Its when you see someone and know "shit tey r crazy like me "
We can make better plan in 10sec and go to a fall with biriyani parcel than a costlier vacation planned for a week !

Its a wavelength that never cracks !

Ayshu ! Was my memory-less word ! Sometimes I tell my husband "ayshu I love you !"
Coz that's my default word fixed in 11th class when our eyes met by mutual friend intro!!!!

Ours is a pure love story that no one can understand !!!!
We went in different path but sticked together whatsoever !
Oh! We found time for each other all right ! Not coz v should, it just happened !
Not coz v had tym ! V never met often ! V never spoke, like so rare ! BT when  v do its gonna take 48hour break to return to normal life !
V r crazy ! V r kids when v r together ! V still sing soo loud riding scooty ! V still make a big plan n sleep off eating biriyani at home !
Not ,so right to say,still ! Coz tats forever ! Wenever n however v r ! So old ! So tired ! So ugly ! So fat ! So lazy for fashion !

Coz friendship can never change !
Coz friendship happens once unlike love !
Ayshu
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My machi all my mind !!!!

Time doesn't matter man !!!

Its the wavelength that clicks with only few people !!!

Every time I come with a blog there is something to say !
But my emotions get stuck in my trachea (oh ! In my mouth ) this time 😑😡😢
Its like I knew my machi for long ! And to know not to see her , not to sit near her .. not to roam around for coffee and back to department, not to bunk college and go briniyani hopping, get beaten up for stupid silly things i get ragged for ,not to have alone museum time (just us time with the boys to rag ), not to go GOCART and come out loosing to her... to see her win 11 laps,not to pose all crazy dramatic pose, not to play basketball ( though I suck so much in it in front of her !)
Most of all I can't imagine how much its going to cost a call to sharjah !!!!! Coz I'm gonna need alot of them !!!!!
I know everyone who loves her would feel the same tear in the eyes and heart breaking moment but mine is gonna be huge!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 

When your feelings comes first than anythning else
And its hard to go back from the beginning !!!!
Sussh

Dad-my creepy pillar strong man

From belts to dog chain to whatever-you-cant think !
My dad has been our weirdest creepiest intolerably short-tempered man.

But Finally its us the three princess in his life !
A little disciplined, a little shut-up-our-mouth he is the king of our kingdom ! And he is going to pour his fortune for whoever keeps us that way, except his wife ;) no one can win her over him !!!!

Its utterly impossible to find a man with so much love so much anger and whatever it is he keeps pushing us to sky!
At the end of the day his anger melts and starts from the beggining to advice how to glow brighter than the sun !

His way of living - burn in the sun but not in the thought of it !
Quiet not easy to follow though when you have too much baggage :P surprising how he never thought of us like it ! He kept running tieing a rope on us !!
He runs and still keeps going !

Evalo adichalum thaanguraru :P
Sussh

Will you not marry me ?

I propose "will you not marry me ??? Pls ;)"

Way ahead married and running...
If Being in love feeling  is magical... then  marriage is the only way out of that magic-alias-illusion.
Oh ! By the way all boyfriends and now roaring husbands would be the great magicians !!! ;)
And mine was the best ! Seriously though ! :P

love that's different ! Its blissful...
The emotional war to win over your dads love , the gifts and perks to make you pout ;) !!!! And much more I say (you know;) )
But marriage is not bad after all ....the only problem is when god made guys he just thought creating them perfect would insult girls /women !!!
When it comes to marriage and responsibility they search a well and jump into it to chase rats like cats ! They just don't realise or they are born that dumb.. rats don't live in a well !!!!!
When you have to marry for the society you grew up in..it puts in too much in your hands and then that hand strangulates your honey-sweet-bunny...
I say meet halfway between love and marriage, stop there ! Coz if you move front it will sting and move back it will kick !!!

The magic only last as long as you believe in the illusion.
Keep calm and not marry ! :P ;)
Sussh.

Pathetic to be old ???

Tell me all about it !!!!
Its my bday and how much I feel old only the one who created me knows of it ! ( yeah I mean God)
Being married is like being called "grandma,why are you walking?"
Trust me one time even my mother who used to think I would still drink milk from feeding bottle asked for her grandson(oh! I'm just writing it soo very diplomatically! ;). )
Every bday I cross, I'm like bloody hell ! What did i ask for last year ! 😝😝
Forget about family tree for heavensake , when I plan an outing with my friends, they are like , com'on yaar its Monday tomorrow ! I have work !  And I'm still like yeah I have college ! I have to go sober ! (You get my frustration right?)
Well , all those things aside life is always amazing ! You just have to look at the bright side ! 😝😝😝😝
I smile everyday ! (Sorry I laugh everyday and of course I bring a smile in someone in a day ! Leave my husband he is one saint 😝😝😝😝😝)
All the way through too much of downs and,yeah right,ups!!!! I have been soo happy with handful of friends who knows how crazy or how dumb Im. <facepalm>
I feel happy that for once I feel getting old is after all not so a big deal !!! Only your treat bill is divided 😝😝

Thank you karma for being nice
Tc!
<xoxo>
Sussh

'Cos happinees is in you

So long ! Good to be back!

Blogging WAS ALWAYS my stress reliever !!!
At least  after reading my blog it feels like it so...

College is awesome...
And life is good ! (Sometimes its very difficult to feel how awesome you are when you are married) ;) :P
Anyway been so many months !!! And a year has passed by !!!!! AND
Learnt nothing so new! BUT ...
Life has no meaning/rule  but what you make out of it !!!.... Everyone looks forward to something ...when you are still searching ... Its okie to settle down with what you have got !
You are under a roof ! <√>
You have friends to complain !<√>
You pass on everyday non-suicidal<√>

Comm'on most people dnt share food to unsheltered humans !
You are having awesome life !

Like i said your life your rules !
Sussh