Friday, February 21, 2020

Standing under your shadow

Being weak is the only option you want! 

Yet, with the burning rage in the midst of a forest, how could you crumble down on your knee?!

Its very hard to define my bad day! 
I could make my coffee too bitter, have a wonderful start and drink too much of it to make the rest of my day a horrible drunken mess!

Your bad day is still yours to make it, messier than life by itself!
You are allowed! 
To be frustratingly broken in the corner of a toilet!
To be flushing down and grunting into your pillow! 
You are not expected to take every stone pelted upon, in silence!

Breaking down once in awhile is okay!
Because at the end of a bad day comes a worser one! 

With bad days comes a strength that you will endure like a sculpture for the rest of the days, months and beyond years! 
The strength comes from the tears rolling inspite of efforts! 
The weak smile that the world imposed on you!
The break of a piece of your heart in every silence!
The words with no meaning that you utter in despair! 

Take the break you deserve!
There is always the next step awaiting!
Don’t believe, time will make things better!
Don’t believe, a man in a metal mask or an angel with feathered wings will make a difference in your world!
Believe in YOUR next step! 
However mundane!
However uncertain!
Make the effort to believe 
You will make the next cup of coffee just bitter and just enough! 

It’s fine to be weak!
Getting ready to be unbreakable 
Is what that comes after! 
~Sussh

Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Everything is fucked

A book about hope!
By Mark Manson.

Apart from the catchy title, this young girl,(well at 30, I just assume everyone is younger) who had this book and it was like its the only solution to life for her and it has everything she needs in this world. With such passion and her eyes fixated, she held on to the book strong more than she could stand still on the bus!!!

Iam passionate about books/novels too!  
A novel on how to kill your husband/boyfriend!! 
Or if there is a cloak of invisibility in real life! 
Well...... I mean, you get the idea!!!! 

But being unaware of everything, sinking into words like its the only row of a boat left! 
Someday, i want that! Even if its not words! 

Sometimes, everything is indeed immensely distraught, that you could only imagine holding on to something strong and if you love with all your heart, then you hit THE jackpot! 

But who is to say? Whats it all worth for? 
Or who is worth all the charades?

Someone not afraid to endure you! 
Someone who is strong enough to fight all the battles alongside you!
Someone always on feet to sweep you off yours from the ground!! 

And yes! It all comes down to the things you keep imagining thats yet to come! 

So indeed “Everything is of course F*****”
Nevertheless......
With A hope, that the next day will be better and the strength it brings for you!
A hope that next time it wont hurt you much after-all!
And at the next sunrise you will end up at the end of the world where everything begins! 

Every new beginning is at the end of something that was painful! 

Its worth to hold on to the book! 
~sussh~