Very rare very dangerous

Cervical pregnancy if not thought its bound to be missed.
First thought of cervical polyp on scan report.since the patient had bleeding on her exact period date.
So pregnancy was the last test adviced.
Cervical pregnancy could be mildly sympromatic.But it is the worst ectopic any OGcian would want to have it to treat. It could be deadly dangerous worst of all the final solution to control the bleeding would be to do hysterectomy.
Since the interlacing network of blood vessel present in myometrium of uterus is not there in cervix to lock the bleeding thats usually present in pregnancy.

A first rare case that I have encountered.
Eyes doesn't see what mind doesn't know.

You know your boss is a vampire

So pathetic but so peacful.
You mean what?
My work life.

For me, right now since being a new to work,  I get accustomed here and there. Thats the rule right?  New  ---just listen and do. But my collegues drain their blood even with family and kids,  and having to do all the work by themself. Top it with a cap there are no weekends.you are to work late nights on weekends.
Leave what for? (Raising eyebrow advice )
salary? ??? ( I dont know what you are talking about look)

Every boss wants an employer who works like donkey with no reward.
The hours of working and standing takes the s**t out of my soul, but what consoles me is after so long im working day and night,  Makes me feel good. Rather,  the days when I sat my ass and gained cholestrol of a terminal ventricle failure patient.

I learnt few many things in work life.

You cant like your boss.
You have to be single with no strings attached to earn enough for lavish sofa for future.
You hardly get time to take part in hassel bassle drama of life.
You kinda start minding your own business.
Though I miss the gossiping about- all- the- rat- heads- part.
Other than that ofcourse, work life makes me feel at peace...
Maybe I will give it a few more months till I start hating it too. !!!!!

Thats life- it needs varieties!
Tc!

What is that we want?

We felt like a war that was won against life when final MBBS results displayed all our roll #. But looking at those who have struggled to get through PG, come out alive only with a big hole in their heart of unsatisfied role that they took in life. A whole diversed situation is going on.A doctor  woman who works 24x7 in four  districts of tamilnadu, 2 days in one place and you will calculate the last day of a week as jolly- day,  no SIR she still spends it for administration works. One day dinner with her family, far far below the sea skyline. Another doctor who has to work through her rent and a small kid who wants her attention, has a pain of a pierced heart. All she wants to do is money to pay rent and  for her shopping,  rest of the time for her kid and her large circle of friends and family.
P.S  She was a topper in both UG aswell PG
Its very hard to know what you want unless you fix your priorities. Once you start running behind money, it will never leave you.
You will never realise that after sometime it has already started chasing you.
Sometimes happiness might be  the one little thing you are holding tight . Just look at it. Thats all it takes to find secret of life.

Life is simple and cute!
Tc! .

That little drop always stays..

Untill four years I walked holding my mom's saree, never left her side without tearing bucket. Then my mom kept my hand safe in that little girl' s hand, so soft but hard wit love,  so caring but tolerable with my mischief. MY SISTER. She called herself as my sister. But for me a second mother.my best friend.my secret holder. She taught me the good and the right, to carry it forward in my life.she taught me the bad and the wrong,  so that I finish the desire to do it ever.I cry when she leaves me for vacation, for honeymoon! !!! I cry when someone mentions about she leavin me after marriage. And yes her marriage felt huge but I grew up to hide my tears, ofcourse after i made that drama when she left for her honeymoon.
Now she takes a huge step in her life efforts taken with her blood and sweat, I am happy soo happy because now I am old enough to know that she will always be there for me no matter what no matter who stays back or not.! !!!!!!!!!!   So..... this time when she leaves college its gng to be me my huge smile and my hug! !!!!!!! Though I took my husband's hand and started walking,  I never left her hand and neither did she!
Somethings never change ........
Tc!

That Pain......

Everyone has a pain that lingers around nook and corner of where ever they go. Its like a dark shadow that follows.
The world has become too dependant,  people now want companion for everything, to go for walk, to have a cup of coffee, to have a study partner,  ......to make a future.
Companionship continues even after bonding with a marriage. Everyone yearns for a child. And the pain ......unbearable when it takes too long a time.
A hypocritical world,  one part has too many abandoned children and other part dies for atleast one child dear to them.
Only when you dont have, you will know its value. Its true in our life.
While being on the observer end,  some come aftr 14years of marriage to medically get a child,  what were you doing all these time?  Child no matter what can be loved so why not adopt?  Mind set of some typical human beings.
While on other tragic end, some concieve get aborted, some plan pregnancy after a couple of years only to find out it will be difficult here after.
The other side is always greener but we should appreciate what we have in our hand at present.

That pain ......... you will know only when you go through it......
Tc!

New start!

Its been a rough year afterall. Boring internship, too many medical related problems....finally starting a new episode. Problems never vanish but when there is new beginnings then old ghost fears the dark!  Got a new job whih makes me stay in work atleast 10 to 11hours a day!  When you get yourself busy you dont have time for anything but sweetness. Life is just like magic- distraction is the essence of awwh- ness in a magic!  Im going through that phase right now. I can put up with this for another year I hope!
Like my mom always say there will light at the end of a tunnel you just have to be strong enough to travel through the darkness.
Well, i might be afraid of the dark but im just holding the right hand to walk along!

Small things with great love.
Tc!