Are you done with your grieving?

An apology for a blog ....

That has nothing to do with what i know  ....

Because i have no idea how to grieve...

What is grieving??.... 

do you attend a funeral and start crying??

Is that it????

Im sorry i have never done that...

Not the crying part.....

but the funeral part ...

Because i have attended one funeral in 27years.... and just once....

and im so and bloody so old .... it was my grandmother’s when i was 8years old

How sorry I’ am to not have cried ..... i was too young even to be fine with that ...

That woman who taught me something i will never stop doing.... 

she once told me “never talk to yourself, im there if you need someone to talk to” 

Yes ....

thats all I remember of that lady who took me up, just after i was born ..... 

Nevertheless,....

’after that unfortunate fate of mine i have never attended one more funeral .....

Should you be attending funerals to know how to learn to cry exactly after you loose something precious in your life ????

Is that what life teaches you after all??? Death?????

What if you want to live without having any such experience .....

and one fine day you find out ....

After you pushed everyone out of your life ....

Just EVERYONE....

Out of grieving......

Then ....:

You find you did push everyone out of grieve.... and you think they would ofcourse understand????

Jokes on you ...

Yet to live is the hardest part of life .....

With all your acquaintances betraying you ......

And you still want to live ..

To live .... is the greatest part of all emotions......

Because a bad phase in life is still a bad phase that you choose to handle it alone .....

Is that what grieving is ?????

You crying to yourself ????

If you think thats what grieving is all about ......

My friend ...... its not that .....

Survive beyond your will......

However hard it may be .......

Because you survived this long .......

Shouldn’t you throw everyone...

Who doesnt care and move on .....

Grieving is all about who is there ...

Beyond grave ......

Beyond everything.....

Just follow the music ....

Of life ...... 

and you are fine .....

Sussh