So college huh ?!

College huh ?!!!! Yeah it's been 3 months and believe me even I have the feeling. 5 yrs right through college and 1 yr working  here and there and all I had to say was "stick a fork in me I'm done " 

But Here I'm in college again  trying to understand why I chose pharmacology to specialise and what is in that subject. I'm still trying to figure out even though I'm so much aware that this is my future. The nerve I have is  3 yrs to figure out that. But college in chennai is DUH so much fun !!!! Like I always thought and wanted because I call myself a chennaite but hardly I have been here for 5 yrs. Finally college in chennai, and returning home everyday is all I wanted(Being in hostel for your whole life can turn you devilish. ;) ) . But  Gearing up  back to studies is so much tougher when you don't have your mom shouting at your neck to straighten up and when you have a husband who pampers you back to sleep when you say can't study early morning !!!!! It's just too depressing when you know you have grown up and that sucks but you can't give a damn about it ..... My juniors are settling down for crying out loud ....yet I'm here writing how much fun college is ...???? How much of a biatch is lyf !????

But I know I have to get ready for this battle too ..... It's just that the truth sometimes hits me in the head with a small piece of sharp nail when I'm just too careless.!!! :) 

Getting ready for the race with my leg on the clutch :D :) 

It's magical when you sprinkle gratefulness on everyone 

Tc ! 

Very rare very dangerous

Cervical pregnancy if not thought its bound to be missed.
First thought of cervical polyp on scan report.since the patient had bleeding on her exact period date.
So pregnancy was the last test adviced.
Cervical pregnancy could be mildly sympromatic.But it is the worst ectopic any OGcian would want to have it to treat. It could be deadly dangerous worst of all the final solution to control the bleeding would be to do hysterectomy.
Since the interlacing network of blood vessel present in myometrium of uterus is not there in cervix to lock the bleeding thats usually present in pregnancy.

A first rare case that I have encountered.
Eyes doesn't see what mind doesn't know.

This New Life .....

You can spend 50 years with one person and love them from every angle yet on that 50th year & 1st day its a guarantee that you would still be learning a new thing about him.
Its always a good thing when the both of you have your first time experience every now and then.
All of a sudden everything looks so new and challenging sometimes.
I have been running with the flow a little too much, though it looks NICE &WISE.
Its time i looked upon my career.

Since my work is very leisurely,might be useful if i get a little busier.
Clinical practice always comes in handy at all times even though life can take you to all turns.
Medicine is tough in all its own way.You give everything you've got to finish studying and yet there is a hell a lot of things to decide upon,the biggest problem every pass out has is "WHATS NEXT??"
Well I am travelling that road now , where even when you have everything planned and laid out you still have to re-think it 100 times,for 101 th time you are back to square one.

good when you're back on wheels
tc !

Some SCUMBAG needs a HAMMER in their head !

Every time  i say people that i have passed M.B.B.S  there is always  this two question 

1) what is your specialization??

2)ahhh ! nice money huh??

Especially, this one grown-up who was soo damn blunt and so  plain that he dint even wait for my answer but was al-ready with a pre-thought line " wow !!! thats good money too "

If these kind of things can make a person like me so pissed off then i cant imagine how a sincere doctor who sacrifices every teeny tiny little happiness for his job ! (Oh ! this statement only my mates can understand knowing my ability as an OUT-STANDING student ! teehee !!! yeah thats sarcastic )

People consider a doctor to do their job as a service way ! but i cant find an engineer or a fashion designer who do their job as social worker on humanitarian ground ! 

Everyone work for a living and being a doctor does not change the fact that they have to eat and buy cloths which does not come for free .

I just wished that i also had license to knock off these kind of people with a rock !

There is noway anyone can make these people understand how hard even the care-less doctor works for the welfare of  their patients. I dont have to explain what all every doctor sacrifice ...Its all viral in Facebook and twitter.

Also there is nothing such as humanitarian work which does not have any self-fish reason be it self satisfaction.

Respect what you have got ...rather than just criticiz others of they have to be ...there is much more than just money for living ...... 

 

Me Becomes DOCTOR !!!!

Kuchal podlaina jollya irukathu !!!!! ha ha !!! that means "if you don't shout and jump there is no fun"
 Yay !!!! thats how i am feeling now oh sorry  not now..... since 3.50pm today when my results were out !
After 4 and half years of hardly worked has paid off !!!! haha !!! no seriously speaking i did work hard sometimes that has finally pushed me out of that college !!!!
There are a lot of people in this hard work of mine !!!!!
My mother who sacrificed so many so so many things and much more just for me !
I am grateful to God for giving me the strength and those lovely people in my life just when i needed them to give me all crazy ideas and all winnings to pull me out of all the mood swings !!!
 Saying thanks once and for all is just not enough !
But life has started a fire and soon i am going make most of the blast soon !
Before my gala starts let me  greet everyone that you were all the reason for this white shinning smile !!!!!
:):):):D

Damn YU Final Year !!!

Hehehehe !!! After such a long time in blogging !!! This itself is a great feel right now for me ! Final year has turned me into so many more things for many more people !
For my Dad i have turned into a saint !!!! (hahahaha !!! i know unbelievable) He keeps telling everyone that he loves my college since it has turned me into a quiet calm person !!! and at some point he even mentioned that i love him more from childhood !!!
My Mom thinks i have become responsible, mature WOMAN who can take care of herself !!!
Yeah !! its nice to get a good image from your parents !!! But in the process I have to loose too many things that were very close to my heart ! Thats karma ! ain't it ??
Anyway gone is far gone and let stay my good things forever !
Right Now i am jobless, waiting for my results !  Gwaaaaaddddd !!! how tiring i know that very well !!!!
I almost have nothing to do all day , including nothing to even think or dream about !!!!!
march 25Th when art thou coming soon ??!!!! I have planned so much to do ! so many places to go ! so much to talk to my friends !
Hoping for everything to End peacefully and in health , wealth !!!!!

Cla$$RooM DooR Clo$eD ## :-|

4 And Half years gone by ,the  reason for all this excitement among-st my classmates is because we cant believe it ourselves that actually its all over !
No more early morning trekking to college and fighting with thin emaciated girls for fan bench !!!!!
No more wake up and walk dead to class in the afternoon!!!!!!
No more sorry face or lame excuse to get attendance and of-course no more shouting for proxy

I will be relieved of some people and sadly i will miss few awesome mates of my batch !!!!
College life has been pleasant-fully irritating me !  All the choas has given us topics for gossiping and the gliters has shined us with smiles !!!!

outstanding pals !!!

Outstanding is for-- most class bunkers!!!! We bunk class, asking people to give our proxy ! we bunk the next day if we get proxy ! we also bunk in a rage if we dont get proxy !!!!! haha!!! I know !!!!

We sit in class and get down with gossips from our other friends , get together in posting to sit and gossip over the gossip !!!!!!!!!We try not to stick to the common denominator but somehow even if we finish up the whole pokhara's news we would still end up with the same old denominator !!!!!!! You know ,Every college will have a same common college gossip denominator !!!!!! We Manage in the crowd !!!!!

Friends!!!

She is one of my other friend with whom  i exchange letters ! Most of our letter writting were in class !!!! Be it fighting, Bargaining apology, gossip about the girl sitting next to us, complaining about hostel fights, discussing girly stuffs' !!!!

We were those kind of friends who are inseparable, then we realised how far we go away from each other , we would still  share things that enlightened our days and those that depressed us !!!!!!

By Gods' grace i might be done with everything in this place but these little few things would be a part of me ! that i can always cherish !!!!! and smile when these memories retrace their path !!!!!

I have seen almost all kinds of people in this college, not just seen them but been with them and some are very annoying even in your memory {imagine in person how disgusting they can be } 

Engineering , arts i don't have any clue of how people are but here people are nauseating ! 

With Utmost Experience .............

You cant get fraandship ! you have to earn them !!!!

Fine Are THe$e Moment$ .........Which will be miS$ed !!!!!

My World Begins When.........

Its irritating, frustrating  to keep waiting  anxiously  for these 3months to get over like a soft breeze rather than a storm !
I cant go for a walk without people staring at me critically " man, she has time for those stuff?!" , cant watch a movie without feeling " girl you should have guts " , cant listen to music in my bed time without thinking of next morning's schedule!

Everyone i meet either has the same feelings  so i have stopped mourning too,or people who just tell me "Oh! you are finally in finals huh? so how is it  going ?! " i have stopped replying them that its not fine !!!

I have no hope of getting over with my medical life but when this 3 months is over fruitfully i promise that i will stop complaining about everything !!!!!!!!


.................................................. when i am done with the miserably haunting 3 months and never turn back !!!