Showing posts with label husband. Show all posts
Showing posts with label husband. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Everything is fucked

A book about hope!
By Mark Manson.

Apart from the catchy title, this young girl,(well at 30, I just assume everyone is younger) who had this book and it was like its the only solution to life for her and it has everything she needs in this world. With such passion and her eyes fixated, she held on to the book strong more than she could stand still on the bus!!!

Iam passionate about books/novels too!  
A novel on how to kill your husband/boyfriend!! 
Or if there is a cloak of invisibility in real life! 
Well...... I mean, you get the idea!!!! 

But being unaware of everything, sinking into words like its the only row of a boat left! 
Someday, i want that! Even if its not words! 

Sometimes, everything is indeed immensely distraught, that you could only imagine holding on to something strong and if you love with all your heart, then you hit THE jackpot! 

But who is to say? Whats it all worth for? 
Or who is worth all the charades?

Someone not afraid to endure you! 
Someone who is strong enough to fight all the battles alongside you!
Someone always on feet to sweep you off yours from the ground!! 

And yes! It all comes down to the things you keep imagining thats yet to come! 

So indeed “Everything is of course F*****”
Nevertheless......
With A hope, that the next day will be better and the strength it brings for you!
A hope that next time it wont hurt you much after-all!
And at the next sunrise you will end up at the end of the world where everything begins! 

Every new beginning is at the end of something that was painful! 

Its worth to hold on to the book! 
~sussh~

Monday, April 27, 2015

It may take long ! Bt im gonna fake it anyway

I can feel how my darling ayshu felt when I got married !
Not so different our wedding was !
Same register office ! But different agent !
My agent gave too much off effect to get us all scared !
Hers was a cool office ! It was like getting your convocation certificate !!!!
So similar ! Yet so different !
We had too much problems !
We made to get our asses out to forget them !
Yet so different problems !
I seem to not get over it ! Over the fact that our life has grown apart ! Of course we are gonna talk ! Thanks to WhatsApp and soo many apps !
We are gonna meet !
But its like an end to an era ! .....

No one can be like us !
We just strike ! Just like that !
Whoever calls out ! That's a date !
I can never have that feel with my husband !
Coz that's how friendship is !
More than anything you can imagine

For people outside the box always feels , argghhhh ! Its like too much !
But to just go get a parcel n hide in the terrace and eat
To make a date for just put on make up and sleep
To ride in 2 scooty and drive in the parrelel lane in front of a bus
To just drive and listen to songs

I miss my DJ
I miss my everything of my better half !
But its all for better ! ? Everything in gods eyes has a reason !
So I'm just going to be back to normal ! How much ever it takes to fake all of it !

How much I wish it to be  different of the different
Sussh