Fifty shades of WORK grey

Its painful...

Its disrespectful....

And 

Yeah its not ethical

Well whatever... 

All my life , it was ....

Go this way, you will touch the sky...

Work through this, you will reach the stars

And that thing you are about to choose, oh dear! You are going to lay flat on the sand...... 

if only they had mentioned “the sands of dubai” i would have taken what i wanted......

But yeah ! All this while it was just plain...

Either black or white......

And here i was thinking grey is referred to my grandpa and his hair..(damn! Did i ever think my hair would be red right now?!)

So many colours in real life than you had imagined! 

So many shades! 

You would probably wonder if there is a way out between these grey shaded Work C(v)ultures! 

Nevertheless there are !

Souls who would call you up every now and then,

 just to check if you are okie alright, with yeah the bad situation, they are fed up with too! 

Souls so good to wish you every best and remind you how better you are ! 

And ofcourse there are those souls who talk a whole day just because they know they are not getting paid for it ! 

Yeah! A way out of every snake circling around your leg, is through these sweet little three souls!!! 

You just push yourself for one more step! 

They make you feel its alright and easy to reach for it! 

Real life is hard but cooler than you would think! 

Definitely cooler than....

“Miss, she bit me(sad face emoji) 😜

Sussh

Whats the point in life?

To look after your parents?

But they dint protect you, so one day you would take care of them....

They did it because they gambled whats best for you to be a good soul!

Love your partner in crime for eternal?

But their innocent eyes look upto you every time your heart sinks deep....

They did everything to cheer every adrenaline you have left behind!

But make infinite friends !?

Real friends know worst of your million personalities and still stay by, no matter how horrible of you they saw....

They stuck around without parking else where, just to see you smile along with them !

So now what is your purpose ? 

To make money ?

To be successful?

To be recognised?

 

The last three of all would definitely make you smile !

So that would be all ?

Just to make use of the three muscle to show yourself content.... ????

Ofcourse, apart from eating with those too.....

Unless you realise 

Being here right at this moment.....for all the souls that made you identifible as you!

Your purpose isn't so right !

Miss the one cup of coffee with the right person....

Time would strike on you how fast it revolves! 

Sussh

Stuck between 2014 & 2016

I have a paper full of resolutions still unsolved for 2015 

And they say it's getting over in 21days...

Still stuck in between everything I own 

Stuck between two circles 

One with him 

Another circle that swirls around my dear friends ! 

I'm supposed to have this phase a long way before !

Yet here iam 

Trying out every possible psychology to be in social phobia 

Things never go as you plan ... Does it ? 

Each and every 365 pass and I'm still wondering what to do with what I have....

My mom still keeps saying "Even this would pass " 

Stay strong ! 

So I guess my 2016 is just going to being myself and let it pass ! 

Coz there is nothing better to do after all it's your life in which you can make a million mistake and still love it ! 

I guess !!!!!! 

It's damn easy to con every human in the world but yourself ! 

Sussh

 

Pathetic to be old ???

Tell me all about it !!!!
Its my bday and how much I feel old only the one who created me knows of it ! ( yeah I mean God)
Being married is like being called "grandma,why are you walking?"
Trust me one time even my mother who used to think I would still drink milk from feeding bottle asked for her grandson(oh! I'm just writing it soo very diplomatically! ;). )
Every bday I cross, I'm like bloody hell ! What did i ask for last year ! 😝😝
Forget about family tree for heavensake , when I plan an outing with my friends, they are like , com'on yaar its Monday tomorrow ! I have work !  And I'm still like yeah I have college ! I have to go sober ! (You get my frustration right?)
Well , all those things aside life is always amazing ! You just have to look at the bright side ! 😝😝😝😝
I smile everyday ! (Sorry I laugh everyday and of course I bring a smile in someone in a day ! Leave my husband he is one saint 😝😝😝😝😝)
All the way through too much of downs and,yeah right,ups!!!! I have been soo happy with handful of friends who knows how crazy or how dumb Im. <facepalm>
I feel happy that for once I feel getting old is after all not so a big deal !!! Only your treat bill is divided 😝😝

Thank you karma for being nice
Tc!
<xoxo>
Sussh

Cla$$RooM DooR Clo$eD ## :-|

4 And Half years gone by ,the  reason for all this excitement among-st my classmates is because we cant believe it ourselves that actually its all over !
No more early morning trekking to college and fighting with thin emaciated girls for fan bench !!!!!
No more wake up and walk dead to class in the afternoon!!!!!!
No more sorry face or lame excuse to get attendance and of-course no more shouting for proxy

I will be relieved of some people and sadly i will miss few awesome mates of my batch !!!!
College life has been pleasant-fully irritating me !  All the choas has given us topics for gossiping and the gliters has shined us with smiles !!!!

outstanding pals !!!

Outstanding is for-- most class bunkers!!!! We bunk class, asking people to give our proxy ! we bunk the next day if we get proxy ! we also bunk in a rage if we dont get proxy !!!!! haha!!! I know !!!!

We sit in class and get down with gossips from our other friends , get together in posting to sit and gossip over the gossip !!!!!!!!!We try not to stick to the common denominator but somehow even if we finish up the whole pokhara's news we would still end up with the same old denominator !!!!!!! You know ,Every college will have a same common college gossip denominator !!!!!! We Manage in the crowd !!!!!

Friends!!!

She is one of my other friend with whom  i exchange letters ! Most of our letter writting were in class !!!! Be it fighting, Bargaining apology, gossip about the girl sitting next to us, complaining about hostel fights, discussing girly stuffs' !!!!

We were those kind of friends who are inseparable, then we realised how far we go away from each other , we would still  share things that enlightened our days and those that depressed us !!!!!!

By Gods' grace i might be done with everything in this place but these little few things would be a part of me ! that i can always cherish !!!!! and smile when these memories retrace their path !!!!!

I have seen almost all kinds of people in this college, not just seen them but been with them and some are very annoying even in your memory {imagine in person how disgusting they can be } 

Engineering , arts i don't have any clue of how people are but here people are nauseating ! 

With Utmost Experience .............

You cant get fraandship ! you have to earn them !!!!

Fine Are THe$e Moment$ .........Which will be miS$ed !!!!!