So college huh ?!

College huh ?!!!! Yeah it's been 3 months and believe me even I have the feeling. 5 yrs right through college and 1 yr working  here and there and all I had to say was "stick a fork in me I'm done " 

But Here I'm in college again  trying to understand why I chose pharmacology to specialise and what is in that subject. I'm still trying to figure out even though I'm so much aware that this is my future. The nerve I have is  3 yrs to figure out that. But college in chennai is DUH so much fun !!!! Like I always thought and wanted because I call myself a chennaite but hardly I have been here for 5 yrs. Finally college in chennai, and returning home everyday is all I wanted(Being in hostel for your whole life can turn you devilish. ;) ) . But  Gearing up  back to studies is so much tougher when you don't have your mom shouting at your neck to straighten up and when you have a husband who pampers you back to sleep when you say can't study early morning !!!!! It's just too depressing when you know you have grown up and that sucks but you can't give a damn about it ..... My juniors are settling down for crying out loud ....yet I'm here writing how much fun college is ...???? How much of a biatch is lyf !????

But I know I have to get ready for this battle too ..... It's just that the truth sometimes hits me in the head with a small piece of sharp nail when I'm just too careless.!!! :) 

Getting ready for the race with my leg on the clutch :D :) 

It's magical when you sprinkle gratefulness on everyone 

Tc ! 

Very rare very dangerous

Cervical pregnancy if not thought its bound to be missed.
First thought of cervical polyp on scan report.since the patient had bleeding on her exact period date.
So pregnancy was the last test adviced.
Cervical pregnancy could be mildly sympromatic.But it is the worst ectopic any OGcian would want to have it to treat. It could be deadly dangerous worst of all the final solution to control the bleeding would be to do hysterectomy.
Since the interlacing network of blood vessel present in myometrium of uterus is not there in cervix to lock the bleeding thats usually present in pregnancy.

A first rare case that I have encountered.
Eyes doesn't see what mind doesn't know.

What is that we want?

We felt like a war that was won against life when final MBBS results displayed all our roll #. But looking at those who have struggled to get through PG, come out alive only with a big hole in their heart of unsatisfied role that they took in life. A whole diversed situation is going on.A doctor  woman who works 24x7 in four  districts of tamilnadu, 2 days in one place and you will calculate the last day of a week as jolly- day,  no SIR she still spends it for administration works. One day dinner with her family, far far below the sea skyline. Another doctor who has to work through her rent and a small kid who wants her attention, has a pain of a pierced heart. All she wants to do is money to pay rent and  for her shopping,  rest of the time for her kid and her large circle of friends and family.
P.S  She was a topper in both UG aswell PG
Its very hard to know what you want unless you fix your priorities. Once you start running behind money, it will never leave you.
You will never realise that after sometime it has already started chasing you.
Sometimes happiness might be  the one little thing you are holding tight . Just look at it. Thats all it takes to find secret of life.

Life is simple and cute!
Tc! .

Some SCUMBAG needs a HAMMER in their head !

Every time  i say people that i have passed M.B.B.S  there is always  this two question 

1) what is your specialization??

2)ahhh ! nice money huh??

Especially, this one grown-up who was soo damn blunt and so  plain that he dint even wait for my answer but was al-ready with a pre-thought line " wow !!! thats good money too "

If these kind of things can make a person like me so pissed off then i cant imagine how a sincere doctor who sacrifices every teeny tiny little happiness for his job ! (Oh ! this statement only my mates can understand knowing my ability as an OUT-STANDING student ! teehee !!! yeah thats sarcastic )

People consider a doctor to do their job as a service way ! but i cant find an engineer or a fashion designer who do their job as social worker on humanitarian ground ! 

Everyone work for a living and being a doctor does not change the fact that they have to eat and buy cloths which does not come for free .

I just wished that i also had license to knock off these kind of people with a rock !

There is noway anyone can make these people understand how hard even the care-less doctor works for the welfare of  their patients. I dont have to explain what all every doctor sacrifice ...Its all viral in Facebook and twitter.

Also there is nothing such as humanitarian work which does not have any self-fish reason be it self satisfaction.

Respect what you have got ...rather than just criticiz others of they have to be ...there is much more than just money for living ...... 

 

Me Becomes DOCTOR !!!!

Kuchal podlaina jollya irukathu !!!!! ha ha !!! that means "if you don't shout and jump there is no fun"
 Yay !!!! thats how i am feeling now oh sorry  not now..... since 3.50pm today when my results were out !
After 4 and half years of hardly worked has paid off !!!! haha !!! no seriously speaking i did work hard sometimes that has finally pushed me out of that college !!!!
There are a lot of people in this hard work of mine !!!!!
My mother who sacrificed so many so so many things and much more just for me !
I am grateful to God for giving me the strength and those lovely people in my life just when i needed them to give me all crazy ideas and all winnings to pull me out of all the mood swings !!!
 Saying thanks once and for all is just not enough !
But life has started a fire and soon i am going make most of the blast soon !
Before my gala starts let me  greet everyone that you were all the reason for this white shinning smile !!!!!
:):):):D