Start from where you left smiling

Bull cart??

Roller coster???

Nascar race????

Life is not any of this ..... 

its very simple ......

Sometimes you breathe ....

Many times harder than you think......

Quiet often we forget ......

There are no endings and beginnings.....

Everytime you feel you should start from scratch 

You start from where you left smiling....

From where you jumped high in sky 

From where you  danced all night to make your feet dead

From where you sang all day about feeling eternal

From where you stopped breathing

From where you learnt what love was .....

Its okie when everything you start from seems different

From where you start again....

But it will be new

It will be peacefull 

It will give you a hope of sunshine

Just be there 

To watch the sunrise 

To shimmer the moonlight 

It might not be pink like you see today 

But it definetly WILL make you HAPPY whenever you see it FULL......

Because any fresh start will make your heart skip a beat 

Just like it did when you wanted ..,,,

That hope is what makes life smiling and eternal ....

Life will always be about memories 

Sussh

 

How To stop the soul search.

Growing up in a self-deported family is harder than you would imagine.....
Deported because nuclear family gone rogue ....
It's fun and frolic on the outside but deep down you would still be searching for the soul that's as deformed as yours....
Well no-one could come from that long line of lunatics....
The search stops when you realise ...no external force could turn your life upside down unless someone makes you fall on your back ...and you are not physics to follow all the laws...
And It's Okie if your past looks like a four year old artistic paint on the wall ...don't cry over ......like it's diamonds...
And it's absolutely Okie if you still stand in a que with a plate and a glass ... As long as it's not prison and you are not in for murder (  that would be cool though)....
About things that are yet to come ....Unless you are that type of a person who wakes up at the first beat of the first alarm in the morning, don't keep planning your future.... most of all,
Stop worrying about what people would say or think or do or crap ..... Unless of course they bring a gold coffin to your funeral party .... then yeah you should probably be nice to them ....
Learn to be with people who would actually put some effort to activate the two facial muscles (orbicularis oculi and oris) to smile .... those muscle activated smiles are called genuine smile ...rest are just social smile meaning FAKE ....
Yeah only when you stop the search outside and look inside of you .... you would  come up with all these kinds of crazy stuff  .

Be crazy. Be independent. Be detached. Be you.
Because the rest is just social.
Susshibelle