A week without your voice

Its been a week

And not to hear from you ....

I realise just how bad im at not calling or being in touch!

When your name pops up ....

I know im not going anywhere for an hour 

Because even that is not enough!

I hate calling

I hate talking so much!

But you taught us how much words move someone! 

Of all the calls i get and talk out of boredom! Of all the calls i miss purposely! 

You make it all stand out, in teaching me  how to talk and be rich in words ....

Be diplomatic! 

Because all those are so new to me!

To see a person with so much energy!

So much passion!

So and so much of owning everything in the world ! 

You amuse me and us ! 

Your energy is so magnetic

We get energised .....

Not far a long!

We could be vampire friends too soon! 

When i found a person who taught me the energy to bond!

Sussh

The long drive that took turns...

Not as great as you would imagine 

Opening up your heart....

That, at some particular age ...

You eventually do it with someone  you meet and fall over....

but opening up your mind ...

Happens very very rare....

Because all the devil in your soul stops you right there....

It just takes one long drive and a better companion ....

Calm quiet and you try to realise how a clutch together with break, works ....

All the way back and forth you keep talking ..... 

talking for seven hours straight ....

Nothing but religion , your identity, every damn little thing that haunts you....

Haunts your identity....

Haunting what you are....

If you just would ever think about it every now and then .....

You would still be not searching for answers....

You are who you are ....

Stop the search ....

Move on ..... just then would you be right where you want to be....

No, 

not by changing yourself.....

Nothing defines who you are....

So.... 

coming back to my long drive....

Driving is my passion....

But how have i not tried this kind of drive ....

I have the answers....

Your passion motivates you ! TRUE THAT! 

But your company enhances it ! 

Deny that! ???

All the answers are right within you..

Stop searching 

Move on...

Just make the questions right! 

Sussh