It may take long ! Bt im gonna fake it anyway

I can feel how my darling ayshu felt when I got married !
Not so different our wedding was !
Same register office ! But different agent !
My agent gave too much off effect to get us all scared !
Hers was a cool office ! It was like getting your convocation certificate !!!!
So similar ! Yet so different !
We had too much problems !
We made to get our asses out to forget them !
Yet so different problems !
I seem to not get over it ! Over the fact that our life has grown apart ! Of course we are gonna talk ! Thanks to WhatsApp and soo many apps !
We are gonna meet !
But its like an end to an era ! .....

No one can be like us !
We just strike ! Just like that !
Whoever calls out ! That's a date !
I can never have that feel with my husband !
Coz that's how friendship is !
More than anything you can imagine

For people outside the box always feels , argghhhh ! Its like too much !
But to just go get a parcel n hide in the terrace and eat
To make a date for just put on make up and sleep
To ride in 2 scooty and drive in the parrelel lane in front of a bus
To just drive and listen to songs

I miss my DJ
I miss my everything of my better half !
But its all for better ! ? Everything in gods eyes has a reason !
So I'm just going to be back to normal ! How much ever it takes to fake all of it !

How much I wish it to be  different of the different
Sussh

That little drop always stays..

Untill four years I walked holding my mom's saree, never left her side without tearing bucket. Then my mom kept my hand safe in that little girl' s hand, so soft but hard wit love,  so caring but tolerable with my mischief. MY SISTER. She called herself as my sister. But for me a second mother.my best friend.my secret holder. She taught me the good and the right, to carry it forward in my life.she taught me the bad and the wrong,  so that I finish the desire to do it ever.I cry when she leaves me for vacation, for honeymoon! !!! I cry when someone mentions about she leavin me after marriage. And yes her marriage felt huge but I grew up to hide my tears, ofcourse after i made that drama when she left for her honeymoon.
Now she takes a huge step in her life efforts taken with her blood and sweat, I am happy soo happy because now I am old enough to know that she will always be there for me no matter what no matter who stays back or not.! !!!!!!!!!!   So..... this time when she leaves college its gng to be me my huge smile and my hug! !!!!!!! Though I took my husband's hand and started walking,  I never left her hand and neither did she!
Somethings never change ........
Tc!