When it's you all alone ?

Surrounded with such beautiful people yet you have to live each second like a war !  

Every soul you see has a beautiful soul ! 

It's just that  it takes a heart to see it ..... !

My everyday travel diary says so ..... "When you put in everyone's shoes you would know"......, is such a perfect saying ... But hey! Who has time for that ! 

Yet we have time to criticise, gossip, judge, and what not ! 

When you actually observe each person struggling a day to live .....

An old lady pushing through the crowded bus because she has to reach home with her earnings safe with all the energy left to push you !

That girl who is fighting to have a seat Bcoz she had the worse cramps ever ....

That lil boy who wants to reach front to just look at his crush .....

And of course that irritating man who keeps X-Ray'ing you is MAYBE looking for that dress you are wearing ! Just to buy his Valentine because it's FEBRARY !!!! (We could always use a glare once in awhile right !!!!) 

Yeah aged people drink .... And would obviously travel with you, standing just so close to you, because it is so crowded in that bus ! ..... Come on he has seen all the depression, all the failures, almost all the things you are going through in life .... Give him a break ! He just needs to get home ..... He at least takes an effort to reach home ! 

Oh and by the way I mean all these things, not in a sarcastic way ! 

Give every soul a chance ! 

You can judge all you want! 

But give them a chance to reach where they want to before you speak a word !

Nooone is living your life !

They have their own ! 

Coming to peace 

Sussh 

 

Wedlock ! When you understand !

Wedding is an auspicious(of course) joy when you get married by an NRI FATHER to another Multimillioner to make a Guinness record !!!(well I'm just talking about the wedding DAY here,though) 

But otherwise talking, wedding is a lock ! I just dint understand the phrase "Happy Wedlock"  at that time ! 

When you are in India, WEDLOCK is an actual thing literally !!! You need to depend on everything to your spouse..... No not just financially if you are a home maker but ACTUALLY on everything !!! For the love of God !  I'm not even going to elaborate on the tiny little things we go through! 

The bigger picture here is, when you have to make a LIFE-CHANGING decision here, you have to get the approval form signed ! 

Damn its like signing an Life insurance form ! Will we die ! Should we sign ! No it's a bad omen to sign ! What are you doing ! Are you going to die ! What , you have that much money to hide ! 

It's hilarious,though to know what people think from all the pain you go through !!! 

I don't mean the world who laughs or questions they ask ! But your own family thinking what you ask is weird ! 

And at the very end of the argument of my family goes "DOES YOUR HUSBAND APPROVE" 

that made me sad, in the place, I'm Put out to live in ! 

Even though My Husband would approve anything I ask ..... It's hurtful to know that your own blood would question your judgement ! 

Women are captive , still soooo captive under a man's world !!! 

We were made to live under a man's world !!!! My childhood was ......No, dad won't like it , Are you serious, Dad will kill you ! Do you even think your Dad will let you do it ! 

And now it's just another fancy word for Men ! 

I would much better if I were a Guy ! 

And 

Why wouldn't  a woman/girl, think of changing herself to a Man in this kind of World ! 

With so much rules to break 

Sussh 

Stuck between 2014 & 2016

I have a paper full of resolutions still unsolved for 2015 

And they say it's getting over in 21days...

Still stuck in between everything I own 

Stuck between two circles 

One with him 

Another circle that swirls around my dear friends ! 

I'm supposed to have this phase a long way before !

Yet here iam 

Trying out every possible psychology to be in social phobia 

Things never go as you plan ... Does it ? 

Each and every 365 pass and I'm still wondering what to do with what I have....

My mom still keeps saying "Even this would pass " 

Stay strong ! 

So I guess my 2016 is just going to being myself and let it pass ! 

Coz there is nothing better to do after all it's your life in which you can make a million mistake and still love it ! 

I guess !!!!!! 

It's damn easy to con every human in the world but yourself ! 

Sussh

 

When you have to disown .....

You don't have to loose everything ..

You don't have to ask for help to a complete stranger for water ...

You don't have to wait for your next meal....

You don't have to get scared of water and leave everything behind.....

You don't have to give up a life earned house under a loan to survive ......

You shouldn't have to leave a BMW car in the middle of a road for life.......

You shouldn't live under incomplete roof being scared........

You shouldn't  stay locked up in one crore worth house when there are shelters under your house..........

You weren't supposed to walk inside waters scared of reptiles.........

You weren't supposed to have 'no pets' rules, because it's very disheartening to see them shiver and cry for food.........

You shouldn't be worried about your future that you have planned for years...........

NO it's so unfair 

You shouldn't have everything and run for life 

Nor 

Should you be scared for life just because you don't have what they call money  

Life is so unfair 

You are not supposed to, and yet it happened .... 

But to see everything happen in front of your eyes, each and everything .....

It's time that we realise it's more than money to be human 

The LIFE you have now is all you have ..... 

Nothing else ..... 

Just a 24 hour normal rain would do, to crush all your dream to bring everything down to your knees ......... 

You don't need guns and blast to show you .....

As simple as water air and the Mother Nature is enough to show you ....

This life is all you have 

Appreciate what you have now 

Start living each moment 

Rather planning 5 years from now .....

You never know what would happen ....

Trust me you would never know .....

What you really have now is precious enough to go forward ! 

Disown everything ... The high paid job, the highly respected property, that lousy car...

What is it all worth ?? Your life ?? That smile you see in a selfie ???? 

Disown yourself to see what you have now .... 

It was very hard to see every single soul suffer not out of death but out of scare what might happen, being so unsure what will happen to what they owned .... 

When nature teaches you to just SHUT UP LISTEN and LEARN ..........

Love the precious time you have left 

Sussh 

YES! CHENNAI lost ....

We accept ...

Every Chennaite lost ...

Lost their time , lost their work, lost their selflessness, lost their ego, lost their fight for world .... 

Lost everything to stand together  

Above all we lost few souls.

Yeah maybe this natural disastrous is because of us ! .....

We saw how a common man could have his dream crushed ....

We saw how a man with a worthy car could get stranded in the middle of nowhere that he thought was infront of his home....

We saw people leaving their home,all their generation, for life ........

With few spirits still lost. Yes we lost.

There is just not a single soul that dint step into waist deep water for someone else .....

Even if there were,those people who were scared to step out, ...... We were there 

No one stepped out for self recognition 

No one stepped out for business 

No one stepped out for profit

No one cared who dint...

No one cared who couldn't ....

None of us cared who caused this.....

None of us cared who saw what's happening to us .....

CHENNAI. That is  cut off the rest 

That is  cut off power 

That is cut off networks 

Someone amongst us,out there is still helping

That trust is there with everyone of us 

That trust keeps everyone of us moving ...

We would still thrive 

We would still survive anything together 

But yeah as you say we lost ... Drowned 

we lost .... We lost few souls 

Nevertheless  ....

We would loose no more to stand together ....

Even if it's the nature .......

we are sticking together .....no matter what comes by 

Even this .. we would cross .... 

That hope is why we call us not just chennai but "NAMMA CHENNAI" 

Dot 

Sussh/ from CHENNAI 

When my DAY is finally there !

Lyf is too complicated ! 

It's too hard to forget and nearly impossible to forgive !! 

That's all about lyf you have to understand you might think !!!

But sticking to one thing that brings you happiness when you can't even try to smile. 

And 

Being with someone with whom you can be at ease .... 

The one person with whom you can say 'No' anytime you feel like ...

The one person with whom you can feel comfortable being ugly whatsoever but they don't have to say you are 'beautiful' but just think 'I LOVE YOU' 

The one person with whom you can fight and beat the to death yet they cook and pack your lunch just because you are sick 

THATS ALL THAT MATTERS ! Doesn't it !!??????

Love !!!

That's lyf I can say !!! 

And yeah you can complain all you want but when your day comes and still you say 'stick a fork in me I'm done and happy ' 

That's lyf ! 

I'm ter !!!!

Cherish what you have ! 

Tc !

When my world is silent

It's not who stood by you when you can stand on yourself !

And to come to that stage is so painful and difficult ......

But without my better half it would have been soooooo tearing apart ! 

MY BETTER HALF ! Is the man who is still standing with my bipolar to just see me smile ! 

 

It just started with our eyes looking at each other of course ! LOVE AT FIRST ! 

That is what it was for me though ! 

It indeed is STILL ! 

Every memory was sooooo in the clouds with the Angels ! 

These two WORDS ! That spoiled a bit of us is .... MARRIAGE and our SOCEITY ! 

Marriage is what our society got us into ! 

So we finally got into a lantern where we made our own rules !!!!

Yeah ! Took us time to get into it ! 

Not all your fingers are same ! 

So we are like that kind ah couple ! 

We just don't fit in your books ! 😜😜😜😜 and since I get it now ! I don't care anymore ! 

Isn't it our lyf !!!!

So we thought we'd make our lyf KING size !!!!!

And here we are !!!!! 

3yrs after marriage !!!!!

And 9 awesome years of tolerating each other !!!!!!!

PLEASE BE JEALOUS OF US  😜😁😁😍😍😍😍😍

WITH SOOOOOO MUCH LOVE RYT NOW