My machi all my mind !!!!

Time doesn't matter man !!!

Its the wavelength that clicks with only few people !!!

Every time I come with a blog there is something to say !
But my emotions get stuck in my trachea (oh ! In my mouth ) this time 😑😡😢
Its like I knew my machi for long ! And to know not to see her , not to sit near her .. not to roam around for coffee and back to department, not to bunk college and go briniyani hopping, get beaten up for stupid silly things i get ragged for ,not to have alone museum time (just us time with the boys to rag ), not to go GOCART and come out loosing to her... to see her win 11 laps,not to pose all crazy dramatic pose, not to play basketball ( though I suck so much in it in front of her !)
Most of all I can't imagine how much its going to cost a call to sharjah !!!!! Coz I'm gonna need alot of them !!!!!
I know everyone who loves her would feel the same tear in the eyes and heart breaking moment but mine is gonna be huge!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭 

When your feelings comes first than anythning else
And its hard to go back from the beginning !!!!
Sussh

Dad-my creepy pillar strong man

From belts to dog chain to whatever-you-cant think !
My dad has been our weirdest creepiest intolerably short-tempered man.

But Finally its us the three princess in his life !
A little disciplined, a little shut-up-our-mouth he is the king of our kingdom ! And he is going to pour his fortune for whoever keeps us that way, except his wife ;) no one can win her over him !!!!

Its utterly impossible to find a man with so much love so much anger and whatever it is he keeps pushing us to sky!
At the end of the day his anger melts and starts from the beggining to advice how to glow brighter than the sun !

His way of living - burn in the sun but not in the thought of it !
Quiet not easy to follow though when you have too much baggage :P surprising how he never thought of us like it ! He kept running tieing a rope on us !!
He runs and still keeps going !

Evalo adichalum thaanguraru :P
Sussh

Will you not marry me ?

I propose "will you not marry me ??? Pls ;)"

Way ahead married and running...
If Being in love feeling  is magical... then  marriage is the only way out of that magic-alias-illusion.
Oh ! By the way all boyfriends and now roaring husbands would be the great magicians !!! ;)
And mine was the best ! Seriously though ! :P

love that's different ! Its blissful...
The emotional war to win over your dads love , the gifts and perks to make you pout ;) !!!! And much more I say (you know;) )
But marriage is not bad after all ....the only problem is when god made guys he just thought creating them perfect would insult girls /women !!!
When it comes to marriage and responsibility they search a well and jump into it to chase rats like cats ! They just don't realise or they are born that dumb.. rats don't live in a well !!!!!
When you have to marry for the society you grew up in..it puts in too much in your hands and then that hand strangulates your honey-sweet-bunny...
I say meet halfway between love and marriage, stop there ! Coz if you move front it will sting and move back it will kick !!!

The magic only last as long as you believe in the illusion.
Keep calm and not marry ! :P ;)
Sussh.

Pathetic to be old ???

Tell me all about it !!!!
Its my bday and how much I feel old only the one who created me knows of it ! ( yeah I mean God)
Being married is like being called "grandma,why are you walking?"
Trust me one time even my mother who used to think I would still drink milk from feeding bottle asked for her grandson(oh! I'm just writing it soo very diplomatically! ;). )
Every bday I cross, I'm like bloody hell ! What did i ask for last year ! 😝😝
Forget about family tree for heavensake , when I plan an outing with my friends, they are like , com'on yaar its Monday tomorrow ! I have work !  And I'm still like yeah I have college ! I have to go sober ! (You get my frustration right?)
Well , all those things aside life is always amazing ! You just have to look at the bright side ! 😝😝😝😝
I smile everyday ! (Sorry I laugh everyday and of course I bring a smile in someone in a day ! Leave my husband he is one saint 😝😝😝😝😝)
All the way through too much of downs and,yeah right,ups!!!! I have been soo happy with handful of friends who knows how crazy or how dumb Im. <facepalm>
I feel happy that for once I feel getting old is after all not so a big deal !!! Only your treat bill is divided 😝😝

Thank you karma for being nice
Tc!
<xoxo>
Sussh

'Cos happinees is in you

So long ! Good to be back!

Blogging WAS ALWAYS my stress reliever !!!
At least  after reading my blog it feels like it so...

College is awesome...
And life is good ! (Sometimes its very difficult to feel how awesome you are when you are married) ;) :P
Anyway been so many months !!! And a year has passed by !!!!! AND
Learnt nothing so new! BUT ...
Life has no meaning/rule  but what you make out of it !!!.... Everyone looks forward to something ...when you are still searching ... Its okie to settle down with what you have got !
You are under a roof ! <√>
You have friends to complain !<√>
You pass on everyday non-suicidal<√>

Comm'on most people dnt share food to unsheltered humans !
You are having awesome life !

Like i said your life your rules !
Sussh

Doctors are your warriors.

India is a very beautiful country. You can take my word on that but don't take the people on it.... Not so funny I know.... But the most corrupted , the most immature , very tiny minded people live here .... I'm sure it's not by birth. Well this is about the new sensation about the disrespectful program on doctors in a popular channels because it happened back in December too. I know how much of a time I might waste on this but people just keep pulling your leg to kick their balls. What can I do ? 

First don't you dare  talk about the profession unless you have worked so F'ing hard to survive the 5 yrs even or else just don't talk....... If you have to accuse that doctors suck hardcore money from common man. Atleast we do something good at the end of the day what do you do ? 

Unless you work for free  and miss out the time to spend with your loved ones and do continuous night shift to and fro and return to college next day,  just shut up.... 

Did you know how many doctors volunteered to kargil war ????????

Did you know how many doctors volunteered to kedarnath flood in 2013 ??????

Did you know how many doctors volunteered to gujarat earthquake disaster ?????? 

I can go on ...... I don't know if any common man volunteered but I know how many doctors did ...... So if you can't think of doctors as your warriors and protect every one of them ..... You better pray to god that you die in your bedroom in sleep ...... And also remember a doctor should certify that too,  

If you bloody need benefits of your insurances and everything ,....... 

Laughter is the best medicine eh !!

Tc 

So college huh ?!

College huh ?!!!! Yeah it's been 3 months and believe me even I have the feeling. 5 yrs right through college and 1 yr working  here and there and all I had to say was "stick a fork in me I'm done " 

But Here I'm in college again  trying to understand why I chose pharmacology to specialise and what is in that subject. I'm still trying to figure out even though I'm so much aware that this is my future. The nerve I have is  3 yrs to figure out that. But college in chennai is DUH so much fun !!!! Like I always thought and wanted because I call myself a chennaite but hardly I have been here for 5 yrs. Finally college in chennai, and returning home everyday is all I wanted(Being in hostel for your whole life can turn you devilish. ;) ) . But  Gearing up  back to studies is so much tougher when you don't have your mom shouting at your neck to straighten up and when you have a husband who pampers you back to sleep when you say can't study early morning !!!!! It's just too depressing when you know you have grown up and that sucks but you can't give a damn about it ..... My juniors are settling down for crying out loud ....yet I'm here writing how much fun college is ...???? How much of a biatch is lyf !????

But I know I have to get ready for this battle too ..... It's just that the truth sometimes hits me in the head with a small piece of sharp nail when I'm just too careless.!!! :) 

Getting ready for the race with my leg on the clutch :D :) 

It's magical when you sprinkle gratefulness on everyone 

Tc !