That little drop always stays..

Untill four years I walked holding my mom's saree, never left her side without tearing bucket. Then my mom kept my hand safe in that little girl' s hand, so soft but hard wit love,  so caring but tolerable with my mischief. MY SISTER. She called herself as my sister. But for me a second mother.my best friend.my secret holder. She taught me the good and the right, to carry it forward in my life.she taught me the bad and the wrong,  so that I finish the desire to do it ever.I cry when she leaves me for vacation, for honeymoon! !!! I cry when someone mentions about she leavin me after marriage. And yes her marriage felt huge but I grew up to hide my tears, ofcourse after i made that drama when she left for her honeymoon.
Now she takes a huge step in her life efforts taken with her blood and sweat, I am happy soo happy because now I am old enough to know that she will always be there for me no matter what no matter who stays back or not.! !!!!!!!!!!   So..... this time when she leaves college its gng to be me my huge smile and my hug! !!!!!!! Though I took my husband's hand and started walking,  I never left her hand and neither did she!
Somethings never change ........
Tc!

That Pain......

Everyone has a pain that lingers around nook and corner of where ever they go. Its like a dark shadow that follows.
The world has become too dependant,  people now want companion for everything, to go for walk, to have a cup of coffee, to have a study partner,  ......to make a future.
Companionship continues even after bonding with a marriage. Everyone yearns for a child. And the pain ......unbearable when it takes too long a time.
A hypocritical world,  one part has too many abandoned children and other part dies for atleast one child dear to them.
Only when you dont have, you will know its value. Its true in our life.
While being on the observer end,  some come aftr 14years of marriage to medically get a child,  what were you doing all these time?  Child no matter what can be loved so why not adopt?  Mind set of some typical human beings.
While on other tragic end, some concieve get aborted, some plan pregnancy after a couple of years only to find out it will be difficult here after.
The other side is always greener but we should appreciate what we have in our hand at present.

That pain ......... you will know only when you go through it......
Tc!

New start!

Its been a rough year afterall. Boring internship, too many medical related problems....finally starting a new episode. Problems never vanish but when there is new beginnings then old ghost fears the dark!  Got a new job whih makes me stay in work atleast 10 to 11hours a day!  When you get yourself busy you dont have time for anything but sweetness. Life is just like magic- distraction is the essence of awwh- ness in a magic!  Im going through that phase right now. I can put up with this for another year I hope!
Like my mom always say there will light at the end of a tunnel you just have to be strong enough to travel through the darkness.
Well, i might be afraid of the dark but im just holding the right hand to walk along!

Small things with great love.
Tc!

NEP .... This could be your love story

Nee thaane enponvasantham ---meaning you are my sweet moments(not sure of the exact translation) but the meaning goes like that ! 

 Its a Tamil movie directed by Gautham Vasudev Menon ! I am not a big fan of him and one more person who goes with him in I-AM-NOT-YOUR-FAN-BUT-I-LIKE-YOUR-THINKING is Chetan Bhagat.

Mainly because they both make women think "maybe i'm are wrong" !!! Well naturally they both have huge fans of which most of 'em are guys i believe !!!!!!!

Anyway why write a blog about a movie??? 'coz this movie dint touch my heart but just made me think alot and relate it with my own life !<"THANK GOD"> 

Its a very practical movie ... and at some part along the movie you will also feel "OUR LOVE STORY"

I watched it with my husband(obviously) and in the interval we both exchanged a look that said so many words !!! :) and then he said "looks like the director knew us and our story" ! ! !

The story is ----(raised eyebrow) we all know ,the usual, boy and girl meet,fall in love,breakup,the patch up,and ofcourse hero heroine get back together----THE END 

 The captions for the movie, be it the beginning and the end caption, is so apt for every lovers and so good !

This could be your LOVE story -----------&-------They FOUGHT happily ever after !!!

After watching the movie we came out and discussed about it,surprised myself !! 

I thought of that and he said it out loud "Thank God we are married "

I learnt some things from the movie,more of it I realized I am thankful for so many things in my life !

Thankful to God for showing the right person at the right time and God dint leave the rest to me ...he made sure that my better-half had all the patience in the world to tolerate me !

I learnt that when you find the right person you should hold on to them tight....

Because you can only fight for your own happiness in this World where people have only learnt to look at you with judgement whats-so-ever !

In a Nutshell the movie says "What to fight about and What NOT to "

Good Watch ! 

Happiness is'nt that all life is about 

Tc!!!!

This New Life .....

You can spend 50 years with one person and love them from every angle yet on that 50th year & 1st day its a guarantee that you would still be learning a new thing about him.
Its always a good thing when the both of you have your first time experience every now and then.
All of a sudden everything looks so new and challenging sometimes.
I have been running with the flow a little too much, though it looks NICE &WISE.
Its time i looked upon my career.

Since my work is very leisurely,might be useful if i get a little busier.
Clinical practice always comes in handy at all times even though life can take you to all turns.
Medicine is tough in all its own way.You give everything you've got to finish studying and yet there is a hell a lot of things to decide upon,the biggest problem every pass out has is "WHATS NEXT??"
Well I am travelling that road now , where even when you have everything planned and laid out you still have to re-think it 100 times,for 101 th time you are back to square one.

good when you're back on wheels
tc !

The Mind of a COMMON Man ...

Its been a very long and tiring day today !
I have started going to library everyday ...oh ! don't underestimate me ! i have been only reading medically relevant real time stories.
On my way today, i was so much impressed by chennai people whom i have always thought quite rude on road and traffic !......a very speeding ambulance got stuck in the long-moving-inch-by inch traffic after few minutes of the sirens and horns people in bike and car got out to push the barrier on the side,made way for the ambulance on the opposite side of the road ! it was much pleasing to see people who still care for an ambulance sound .unlike the posts on FB and TWITTER people do move out of an ambulance way.
For people like these can make a city sound and peaceful!

make way for a fresh start!
tc !

Leave it BLANK !

Ha ahhhh !!! (a gesture for finally Back for Good in blogging )

Been so long and that longness  has many significances !!!

i.e My last blog was from my parents house and now its from my In-Laws house !!!!!

Yey ! I am Married and that happened after much much fights chaos dramas emotions.

Well all that aside, I am a happily Married woman{no more girl !!!}

i feel old already with all the ornaments i wear on everyday-dont-remove-basis !!!! 

toe ring,mangal chain,anklet,bangles,rings!!!!!

My job is very easy on me,so i spend more time with my nephew these days.(i.e) my husband's nephew. He is 2r old and very smart brave boy,also he is a lefty,a very much pampered child of the family.somehow he manages to get everything done his ways{very admiring } !!!!! he has started calling me aunty.being very affectionate giving me kisses and hugs !!!! I feel very different mostly because I am not a baby person even in peads department in hospital no kid liked me either they hit me or i hit them and snatch their chocolates away!!!!!  

very rare pic of alike uncle and nephew watching F1 RACE !!!!

Both of them are so much alike ! crazy for CARS . very short tempered and etc., list goes on ... when you see them together they are very cute and adorable !!!!!!

I have BEEN spending my time as a family girl/woman all these days, now i feel i should start up with some worthwhile thing for future ! though i have my internship till next june july i cant really do anything rather than take up into studies ! because my mind is all BLANK these days!! maybe i will take up serious stuff a little while later 'coz right now i just want to leave it all blank------

its a small world !

tc !